Each photograph is a frozen moment in time â some joyful, others unsettling, and a few, like this one, unwilling to fade quietly into memory. The Last Laugh began with a rediscovered 1984 slide â a weathered clown sign from the Atlantic City boardwalk. From that small rectangle of film emerged a story about nostalgia, endurance, and how the past still finds its voice within the frame.
The Last Laugh
A Short Story
It was four in the morning, and I couldnât sleep. My mind wandered to a box of slides Iâd recently found among my motherâs keepsakes. I must have left them at her house years ago, andâlike the good mom she wasâshe kept them safe until I claimed them again. Then I forgot about them, tucked away and waiting, until I found them while cleaning out her home after she passed.
Restless, I decided to look through them. Maybe the nostalgia would help me drift back to sleep. I grabbed one of the small plastic boxes, lit up my iPad, and began holding the slides to the screen.
âOh, these are old,â I said out loud. â1984 old.â Back then, labs stamped the processing date on the film mountsâand sure enough, each one read APR 84. I was young, living in Brooklyn, working at an ad agency by day and attending school at night. On weekends, Iâd take the train to my momâs house, and weâd drive to Atlantic City. Weâd walk the boards, have lunch, and visit my grandmother at the nursing home before heading home.
I had my Canon AE-1 in those daysâstill one of my favorite camerasâand it did a fine job on these slides. Lucky me. There they were: boardwalk scenes of pizza joints, Italian water ice, and glittering casino façades, every frame alive with light and memory. I could almost taste the sweetness of the cherry-red salt water taffy from those afternoonsâsticky fingers, seagulls circling, laughter tangled in the wind.
And then, I saw the clown.
Something about that image stopped me. I remembered taking itâaiming the camera upward at an angle, trying to frame it just rightâbut I hadnât expected it to still feel alive. The sad eyes, the cracked grin, the sign that once promised joy. It was all there, perfectly preserved in Kodachrome color.
I smiled, feeling both comforted and uneasy. âThatâs a sight for tired eyes,â I murmured. âMr. Sad Clown Face.â
I set the box aside, meaning to look through more later. In a few hours, Iâd be on the road again, heading down Floridaâs Forgotten Coast for a few days of landscape photography. I took one last look at the clown slide glowing softly on my iPad screenâthen turned out the light and drifted off to sleep.
After a few hours of driving along the coast, I found a quiet camping spot. The roof fan and open windows carried in the sound of the sea and the scent of salt. The surf near my camper van was restless that night. Iâd parked beside an empty stretch of beach on Floridaâs Gulf Coastâthe kind of place where the horizon feels endless, and the quiet heavier than it should.
On the small table beside me lay the print Iâd made just before leavingâthe clown from Atlantic City, smiling his chipped smile beneath the words Central Pier Amusements. Iâd taken the photograph decades earlier, back when Mr. Peanut stood on the boardwalk in full costumeâtop hat, monocle, and allâwaving like a tiny, nutty mayor as people shuffled past his shop.
I studied the image under the weak glow of the vanâs lamp, tracing the cracks in his paint, the slight tilt of his head. I remember thinking how strange it was that something meant to be joyful could look so tired. Maybe thatâs why the slide stayed hidden all these yearsâa reminder that laughter fades like everything else. Yet something about it felt different now, unsettling in a way I couldnât name. It gnawed at meâthat image, that expressionâas if something beneath the surface wanted to be seen.
The waves outside kept their rhythm, and somewhere between one and the next, I drifted into sleep.
The air changed before I opened my eyes. I could feel itâthicker, cooler, carrying the scent of something sweet, like cotton candy left too long in the sun. A carousel tune drifted through the air, faint but wrong somehow, looping in uneven circles.
When I finally looked around, the van was gone.
In its place stretched the Atlantic City Boardwalk, glowing under a haze of sodium light. The old planks were wet from a mist that didnât belong to Florida, and every soundâgulls, laughter, footstepsâfelt a little too far away, like an echo trying to remember itself.
And then I saw him.
The clown.
He stood beneath the Central Pier Amusements archwayâno longer flat and faded on paper, but solid, breathing, impossibly alive. His paint was cracked and flaking, his grin crooked but steady, and his eyes glimmered with something that might have been amusement or a warning.
âWell, well,â he said, voice low and cheerful. âYou finally came back.â
The words stopped me cold. I still had my cameraâthe same old Canon AE-1 from the slidesâits leather strap warm against my hand. I tried to laugh, to say something rational, but nothing came out.
He took a slow step forward, boots scraping against the damp boards. âYou took my picture once,â he said, tilting his head. âCaptured me good, didnât you? Locked me in that little frame of yours.â
His grin widenedânot menacing, not kind. Just too much.
âYou photographers,â he continued softly. âAlways freezing people. You ever wonder if the pictures remember you, too?â
My pulse quickened. I looked through the viewfinder out of habit, needing a layer of glass between us. The clown was gone. The archway was empty.
But from somewhere behind me came a whisper, warm against my ear.
âGo on,â he said. âTake another. Letâs make this one count.â
The shutter clicked.
And thenâsilence.
I woke with the sound of waves crashing outside my camper van, heart pounding against the stillness. The lamp was off. The air was thick with salt, and for a moment, I wasnât sure if Iâd dreamed it or brought something back with me.
The horizon outside glowed faintly with early light. Everything was calm againâexcept for the photograph on my small table. The clown from Atlantic City stared back at me from beneath the words Central Pier Amusements. Only now, the grin seemed a little wider.
I rubbed my eyes and laughed under my breath. âToo much sea air,â I muttered, reaching for the photo.
But when I turned it over, there was a smear of red stickiness on the backâstill fresh, like cherry-red salt water taffy glistening in the light of dawn.
The wind picked up, rattling the windows. A wave broke harder against the shore, followed by another.
And in that rush of water, rising and falling, I couldâve sworn I heard a faint, breathy laughâplayful, distant, but not quite gone.
I sat still, listening. The sound faded, replaced by the steady rhythm of the sea.
I donât know if it was just the wind, but I do know Iâll never look at that photograph the same way again.
Authorâs Note: When I first found that old slide of the clown, I didnât expect it to spark a storyâor a sleepless night. Photography has a funny way of doing that: turning small moments into big memories, sometimes with a twist you never saw coming. Every photograph holds more than whatâs visibleâsometimes itâs memory, sometimes imagination, and sometimes a voice from the past that still wants to be heard. If this story made you smile or shiver, then the clown and I have both done our jobs.
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Even as an adult, my mom would send me boxes of salt water taffyâa sweet reminder of home and of her. I miss her dearly.
cherry-red sticky fingers
box of memories

